A Love Confession by Israel to Malaysia

It is interesting how Shin Bet (Israel Security Agency) has accused Malaysia of secretly prepared a base for powered parachute training for the military wing of Hamas, Izzudin Al Qassam. Their method of trying to bring Malaysia into the picture looks crafty but desperate.

So let me tell you something about Islam. The Zionists play for the world to their last drop of sweat to dominate the world while Allah the Almighty reminded us over and over again in the Quran that this world is just a play and amusement. Persevere in our righteousness and one day we will be at the upperhand. Globally accepted by the people of the world in the near future. 

The Zionists use clever techniques, deceptions, media control, hiding devious acts behind seeming noble cause and so many more. Even as a muslim, you will be slightly impressed with their techniques and how much effort and budget they put in selling their evil propaganda. (Maybe reading the book entitled "The International Jew" by Henry Ford could start up your gear. I just started reading it and it is amazing.)

However, Allah has a unique solution for this kind of problem. Like Einstein said, "We cannot solve problems by using the same kind of thinking we used when we created them." So if we want to outsmart a Sherlock-ian level of genius, we cannot be on par with them. We need to play an entirely new game. 

They could never grasp the depth of Islam and its teachings. They do not understand to which King do we worship and pray to. The King of Kings! This is our advantage that they WILL NEVER have. We have the Invisible Government of Allah as our helper. We have the Mother Nature as our ally. On top of all, we have Allah the Creator!

If we are close to Allah, then Allah will mobilize His entire army to be with us. The birds, the bees, tigers, the trees, the rocks, the oceans, the wind and the creatures we know nothing of are waiting for us to get closer to Allah. Some call it natural disaster, a thectonic movement of Earth's plate but if we are close to Allah, it is as if this natural disaster and "accidents" can be coordinated to favor us. Amazing yet i too still am a weak believer.

Even as a muslim, we too cannot grasp the full concept of our supplication (doa) to become our weapon. This is because we know so little and we can only see a pixel while Allah sees the whole picture. Sometimes a little more patience is needed to have a greater benefit in the future while clearly most of the time we are impatient. 

Allah and fate will act as a traitor to them one day. Parallel to reality speaking, it is as if Allah attends every secret meetings and councils that they conducted. Allah appears to be one of the members and favors them. He hears and He observes intently every voices spoken and unspoken in the meeting. Allah will not appear as the strongest being in the room rather Allah will keep silent throughout the meetings. He will not speak and become the center of attention. He will never reveal is Superiority. Not now. Not at the wrong time. And most of the time, this is how Allah acts and treats His enemies. He will give freedom to them to prepare themselves and march forward arrogantly in this land and still Allah will keep His silence and be at the last line of this marching formation. They will cause corruption after corruption along the way until up to a point that they will reach the edge of a cliff. And now, behind them is Allah and in front of them is death. That is the day when Allah reveals everything about Him. 

All of the incidents that happen is for Allah to corner them. Indeed, they do not know what will happen tomorrow and what awaits them. However, Allah can corner them right now if Allah wants to. But He loves us so much that He gives us time to return to Him. Indeed to Him we belong and to Him we shall return. That is a great reminder to me and to us all. So let us keep praying and get closer to Allah. 

We indulge in great sins in our life. Things that we are not proud of and things we don't wish others to know. But Allah hides our wrongdoings from the public. Sometimes i consider myself arrogant and weak, but Alhamdulillah Allah still gives me time to correct myself and to act according to my knowledge.

Ultraman is... Haram?

Bismillah.

In Islam, a judge cannot pass down a judgement when they are hungry, full, angry, sleepy, stress, in a marital turbulance or any sort of unhealthy mental state since all of these can lead to irrational thinking process and thus, disturbing the rightly outcome. So i will try to be in a healthy state of mind for this post since the issue that i want to discuss about seems to be a big deal for some.

In this post, i choose not to condemn anyone since i do not have complete knowledge of both of these things. Islam and Ultraman. Haha but maybe, just maybe, i can give a fruitful thought about this. 

If i am but correct, the issue seems to linger around a Malay translation of the comic Ultraman the Ultra Power which openly referring to one of the character's attribution as Allah or in English, God. 

To avoid such paranoia and immaturity that somehow has been deeply embedded into the society, i will try to position myself as a free agent on which i evaluate both sides of the critics. By a free agent i mean i am not bias. However, bare in your mind that i too have only a little knowledge regarding Islam. But from what i know, calmness and right understanding of necessary knowledge is the key to rational thinking and right decision making.

So before i start, i want the audience to understand who Allah is to us, the muslims. He is the One free of need, the Inventor, the Creator of everything in the Heavens and the Earth. He does not have a beginning nor an ending. He is Unique and there is nothing like Him. We cannot see Him yet so as for now, He "communicated" with us through revelations. He gave us guidance on how to live, to love but not many truly, truly follow. Including me. Simply put, this life is a series of tests to us, a test of belief, fate acceptance, how we behave and how we react to each fate subjected to us while remain our composure and faith in Him and His Supreme Wisdom and Intellect. We expect to see Him, for some moment after we die. So if we spend our life doing good things and remember Him with great remembrance, then we have aced the test. Well, that is life, in a nutshell, in Islam.

So that is Allah and a little about life. He created oxygen, so He does not need to breath. He created the Sun, so He does not need it also. He designed our brain, so we cannot even begin to compare us with Him. He created any form of organism or sustanance, so He does not need it in any form of imaginable or unimaginable way. But we need Him for uncountable amount of reasons. He is the Source of Wisdom and Knowledge. We cannot know everything that He knows. In Islam, we know the reason why we are created, but We do not know (yet?) why He created us. But such little knowledge is sufficient for us to know what is the purpose of our life and creation.

Okay, back to the main issue of this post. Yes, it is true that we cannot refer anything as Allah except for Allah Himself with His rightly, Godly attributes. So how to know the true nature of Allah? In Islam, we must learn so. This is an ancient knowledge preserved since the beginning of human kind. So without such knowledge we have all the tendency in this world to refer to any other persona as Allah besides Allah, the One. And that is forbidden rather sparking dangerous implications since this huge matter is as if we are creating a lie about the Almighty God. So as a muslim, it is one of our duty to this world to tell people about Allah and with rationality, discuss with people about the catastrophy it brings when we make contradictory claims that lead to false understanding of the true nature of Allah. Let me give you a few examples:

1) A non muslim says that Allah is my God. There is nothing like Him. He has no beginning nor an ending. He is not born or give birth. He is indeed the All Powerful. 

2) A muslim says that Allah does not know everything. 

Indeed, for clear reasons, we have no problem with premise 1, but have a problem with premise 2 regardless of who they are. Claiming you are muslim, means that you follow the path to get closer to the Creator, to Allah. It does not means that you become instantly a perfect man, with perfect morality, wisdom and knowldege.

In Islam, it is a sin to make fun of other's religion. So there is no use of killing or burn their religious book as that is a bigger sin. If Islam teaches even a pinch of unreasonable violence and immorality, then i am not scared to leave it. But no. I see the reality of the world today. Through the eye and mind of a muslim, i see too many false doings in the name of Islam. Openly rather sincerely, i apologize for that.

As for this matter, here is how i think this case is supposed to be dealt. The prohibition of the whole series of that Ultraman comic book seems to be irrelavant. Firstly because the word "Allah" used maybe due to the product of an accident. Secondly, somehow it shows intolerancy of the Muslim community where we take this in a very extreme and strict way. Thirdly, it pushes away people from knowing the true nature of Islam.

So my suggestion is that giving them the time to reprint an edited version of the comic is better than prohibit the whole series. This means that what is considered "haram" in Islam is the first version of the comic whereby there is misuse of the word Allah in some of the content. And then we have no problem with the edited version :) 

Finally, maybe my words are not loud enough to spark a change in this huge world. So i just want to use this room to have a little responsiblity to respond to my friends with something that is on my mind to ease and untangle the burden, confusion and entanglement in yours. Do leave a comment or PM if you have any discomfort with my idea. I dont give fatwa, this is just my opinion on how we supposed to deal with this matter as a rational muslim.

I am Solgado

Hello, my name is Solgado. I am the alter ego of Izzat Haikal bin Abdullah Halim. I am dry and straight forward. I dont need fancy words and sentences. Today was an amazing day. It marked the day that i have successfully persuaded Izzat Haikal to consider pursuing his study overseas. It was not an easy task to seduce him because he already has his own agendas, a well planned future beforehand if he were to study in Malaysia. His plans are firm but his heart is not. He loves to make quick and last minute improvisations to his plans in order to adapt to the upcoming unknown future.

His plan to study locally is mainly to increase the Islamic part in him. He wants to study basic Arabic language so that he becomes more appreciative of what he recites during the time of worship, be it solah, reciting the Quran or any form of worship that requires Arabic language to take part. He wants to understand this beautiful religion better and he wants to know the people around him with somewhat similar agenda. He wants to get connected with these people.

By pursuing his study locally, he believes that he has more confidence with the surrounding society. He will not be the shy guy he used to be. His vision is that he wants to be part of a responsibility. He wants to become some sort of a president for a club or anything. He wants to train himself with responsibilities mounted on his shoulders and learn to become a good leader. With such skill, he will become more organized and more charismatic. Maybe someday the leadership skill will be useful to him. Only Allah knows.

Psychology. That is an interesting subject to talk about. But why psychology? The reason behind this is because he wants more time for himself to read books, to find what kind of book he loves and to memorize facts because he is very weak in memorizing. He loves the way how scientists and geniuses think so he wants to know their secrets and creates his own style of thinking. To succeed in his own way. Mathematics is only to challange his brain, while art of any kind is for him to express himself with style. But psychology as a subject trains how he wants to perceive the world of games around him. He sees the world in a very chaotic yet interesting way.

Not forget to mention, by combining the basic Arabic language and the memorizing skill he will acquire via psychology, he hopes to memorize the Quran before he dies. Insha Allah.

One more important topic to discuss is about zine. It is a subject/a word not known to many people so you can feel free to google about it. It is short for "magazine". But it does not have a specific format. It is a free roaming artform. A perfect combination of a little bit of everything in art. Drawings, poetry and literature uniquely composed by the hands of an artist. Blogging and sharing facebook statuses are just the beginning. It is a good start to study about traffic, people's interest and being daring to share his thoughts, right or wrong, so that if only one day he has a rightful message, he will not be shy or scared of the public and critics. Be outside his comfort zone, he wants.

With an endless series of these zines, he wants to delve in this life to become a part time artist, a part time writer and a full time inviter to Islam. He wants to share the philosophy and teachings of this beautiful way of life with everyone. He wants to become great in rethorical kind of writing. So this series of zines will be the pinnacle of his great inventions because he believes that words can change the world. He wants to become the bridge between Islam and the people who is searching for the purpose of this life. 

What a big dream it is and that is just some sort of a beginning of a longer journey ahead of him, insha Allah. There are more tedious plans ahead of him, planned but not yet executed. Until a time, appointed, insha Allah. There you go. A brief plan of Izzat Haikal's secret life.

But on top of all of these, i, Solgado, have persuaded him with to consider this big opportunity before him. An opportunity for him to reinvent his plans and pursue a different path of life but to get to the same finish line. May Islam remains in his heart forever, may Allah directs him to a rightful and greater path. I am very sorry, my alter ego Izzat Haikal. You may have lost this battle in the end but i admire how strong you have been this past years. You have shown great courage and knowledge all this while. But maybe Allah has a greater plan for you, perfecting your skills and meeting the right people. Who knows but Allah. 

I pray for the best to you, Izzat Haikal. May Allah ease you towards ease. Consider this opportunity if you have the opportunity. Maybe you only have one conditional offer upon five universities you applied, but who cares if Allah has destined that path for you. The only thing that matters is how you accept the wisdom of this path. Allah's plan is better for you and it is more interesting, full of suprises. Now you can sleep well, my alter ego. Do not think too much about this. Once you get any conditional offer, work for it. If none comes to you, then Allah's plan is better. May Allah guides you forever :)

I met an old man today

Do read my previous entry first. This article and the previous one may differ from your opinion. But i just want to share mine. Maybe i will be the voice you are shy to be.

In the environment on which i was raised, i have seen the destruction that the gift of freedom has brought. The freedom of thinking leads to blindness towards the truth and the false. The freedom of human rights lead to immoralities that keeps on spreading every single day. Who will put a stop to this? :(

While i was standing there hearing the speech at the mosque, there was an old man who just came by and stood beside me with a cigarette lighted up. He said to me, "ni pasal nak gulingkan kerajaan ke?" I replied, "tak, ni pasal nak bantah sistem demokrasi. Dia nak tegakkan khalifah Islam. So takda parti politik, takda pilihan raya" And then he laughed a bit and said "hmmm, tak payahlah semua ni." I was stunned because he is a muslim and he is blind regarding the history of Islam. This religion is our rope and hope that we hold on to when we have nothing. When we are out of food, and scared in the middle of a jungle, we prayed to Our Lord with sincerity. After the Almighty has sufficed us with our nose to breathe, the oxygen to be inhaled, the systems that made up our body, waters to drink and quench our thirsts, all he can be thankful to is the government? But God made life possible! God made YOU possible.

He has a bigger concern of his patriotism compared to the religion of his Lord. And i thought we prayed 5 times a day to keep reminding us who is in control of this lowly world and everything in it and far beyond it. The Caliphate was in this world for more than a thousand years up until the year 1922 (i think) when the traitor, Kamal Antarturk sold this religion for the benefit of himself and those who supported him. And now his body is not accepted by the earth. Verily, it is obligatory to have this system fully operated and this desicion is the desicion of the concensus of the ulama'. When our beloved Prophet died, there were a few hours before they appointed Saidina Abu Bakar to be the First Caliph. Some ulama' intepreted this by saying it is not obligatory of the Caliphate system because of the few hours of leaderless. But many of the ulama' intepreted is as it is obligatory to have the Caliphate but a few hours or period of time to unite the hearts of the muslims is acceptable.

Back to the story. "Dulu pakcik antara orang yang pertama bantu naikkan Malaysia ni. Masa zaman komunis, 13 Mei semua dulu pakcik dah ada jawatan dah. Pakcik dah berjuang dulu. Tak payahlah dik semua ni. Orang muda sekarang semua kerajaan salah. Semua nak bantah. Diorang tak tau berapa banyak kerajaan dah berkorban dulu. Malaysia dah makmur sekarang. Nak apa lagi? Apa lagi yang tak cukup?" And then he paused for a while and continued, "ha apa pendirian adik?" 

"Saya cuma nak apa yang terbaik untuk generasi selepas saya je. Saya taknak lagi pergaduhan antara dua pihak yang besar ni," i spontaneously replied. "Hmmm, tak payahlah dik, orang sekarang cerdik pandai tapi bukan pandai sangat pun. Penat dulu kami berjuang untuk negara. Orang sekarang ni semua tak kena." And i just stood silence, smiled and nodded.

I appreciate his past efforts. Indeed he is a very patriotic man. But am i a bad person if i disagree with him and everyone who has the same way of thinking and i chose to have my own opinion? Yes, i dont understand what he has been through in his past. I dont understand his fight and struggle. But that doesnt mean that i dont appreciate this peace and harmony we have. Am i a bad person if i dont care about my race? The Prophet Muhammad peace be upon him said that "the Arabs are not better than the non Arabs. And the non Arabs are not better than the Arabs. No white man is better than a black man nor a black man is better than a white man. Except in faith in Allah."

So can i be blind about my skin colour solely for my religion? To extinguish hatred, intolerence and every disease be it racism, sexism, social misconducts, and every single problem on the face of this planet. Supporting my religion does not means that i am a supporter of a political party or anything. Those who are right stays right regardless how bad they are and vice versa. If this cause of mine promotes a particle of hatred, oppression, violence and injustice, then there will be no reason to fight for it. I know that there are only two general reasons why people will against something. One is the injustice and oppression that a party brings. Another one is misunderstanding and lack of knowledge regarding the message. So i hope that i am crystal clear with my writing.

A loving environment who cries and prays to God, be kind to His people and be colour blind regarding the colour of our skin. Everywhere there are smiles and love and cleanliness and beautiful speech. I may be crazy to dream of any of this but if everybody take part in it, if everybody guards and be the master of their own tongue, we will start to see a better tomorrow :)

You know, tongue is a very tricky muscle. Its like it has a mind of his own. It sometimes spills out something bad spontaneously, and causes mistakes on your speech. It is tireless, boneless and it helps our vocal cord to make sense the sounds that we are making. Whosoever can have the mastery over this organ, and ones anger and ones emotion and ones private parts and modesty will be a great person.

May love and peace be in the air. Be silent when we are angry. Be a good example to the youngsters. "Not from my Ummah, (community) the old ones who do not love the young ones and the young ones who do not respect the old ones," said our Prophet peace be upon him. Treat people the way we want to be treated. And be amazed as you witness the change in your life.

Sincerely, out of love :)

The Game Theory

Give victory to Allah, and you will be victorious. 

Fear your bad deeds more than your enemy. 

If you dont pray, start today. 

Fear none but one.

I recently watched the New Year's Revolution video by Kamal Saleh on Youtube.

http://youtu.be/3spupCsFG_w

A beautiful message indeed. He emphasised hugely on praying to Allah in order for us to attain victory. Therefore, i cannot help but to share something that we can ponder upon, a theory i called it. Haha so glad tidings are to the believers! 

Once, there was this one time when i saw my friend in college played the game with the title Plant vs Zombies 2. I bet everybody knows it. Haha it is a fun game actually but i am not very good at it so i dont play much. The game is hard if you do not know the efficient tactic :P But back to the point, on one of the stage, in order for you to get the star, the rules are:

1. Do not plant more than 12 plants

2. Do not use the lawn mower

So i watched my friend play the game although he was not very good at it. He has the basic tactics and he managed to kill all of the zombies but something terribly went wrong somewhere in the middle. Errr but wait, he has won the stage, right? He has killed every single zombies! But you know, killing the zombies is not the point of the game. The point of the game is that we must beat the game while obeying the rules. He accidentally planted 13 plants and then quickly dugged the extra one out and then continued his game. I knew that he lost the game and wont get the star as a reward. But he said that "it's okay to do that as long as we have 12 plants at the end of the game." And then i just nodded and waited for the game to end. I just wanted to see his reaction. Lol :P

When the game ends, he said "what? But i won" and theeeen, i started telling him what he has done wrong. Haha my message here is not that somebody is noob or anything. My message is pure and insightful. Because this is how the world is spinning. It has its own set of rules that we must follow, Allah's Rule :)

And the one who understand the rules to play the game will beat the game. And get their rightful reward. And others are lost in their own perception of the game. They are clueless about the game but they play like they know it. Voila! That is it! 

First step to win is that we must know and understand the rules. Second, we must have tactics. Like seriously, even PvsZ is hard for us if we dont have tactics :P and thirdly, survive till the end! Yeayyy, why are you telling us this child's play? Grow up, dude -.- 

Verily, many parties are playing for this world. Everybody has their own trump cards and strategies. They invent their own rules and tactics for world domination. And then they play it their way. 

I swear by Allah that Allah is executing something right now and Allah needs our patience for the Almighty is currently working out His Grand Plan, the coolest, the most majestic magic trick and illusion of all time! B-) like seriously, this is the Last Grand Battle in human history and we expect a small trick from Allah? Save the best for last, right? Have faith in Allah. After hardship will always comes ease, Allah says. Hardship is one of His rules that we need to win. And we are the worst in hardship right now. So we are on the right track :) 

The Prophet (saw) said, “Allah the Most High said, ‘I am as My servant thinks (expects) I am. I am with him when he mentions Me. If he mentions Me to himself, I mention him to Myself; and if he mentions Me in an assembly, I mention him in an assembly greater than it. If he draws near to Me a hand’s length, I draw near to him an arm’s length. And if he comes to Me walking, I go to him at speed.’”

(Sahih Al-Bukhari)

In the context of the world today, i love to imagine Allah as an illusionist, an awesome magician with tedious and meticulous plan to humiliate the Devil's Army. But in order to fool your enemy, first you must fool your friend. And the first rule of magic is misdirection. Hoho go watch the film Now You See Me if you havent watch it yet. Indeed Allah is far more genius, amazing, powerful, than that. He is the Most Knowledgable :) and watch Sherlock the series and imagine Allah is more sophisticated than him!

Right now, Allah is putting some comfort in their heart that makes them feel that their plans are working. No one could stop them! Indestructable they are. They will become arrogant and feels superior. That is the trap for the ignorance. They feel no hardship so they will not have the ultimate victory. And they are making Islam appears as a loser in front of the world. Prophet Muhammad (saw) said that,

Even if only a day remains for The Hour to come, yet Allah will surely send a man from my family who will fill this world with such justice and fairness, just as it initially was filled with oppression.

(Abu Dawood)

This is when the fun begins. Why will Allah helps us during the time when this world is full of oppression? Why cant He helps us sooner? Yeahhh, the answer is so that the humiliation of the Devil's Army will happen at the right moment at the right place! Haha what is more humiliating than the supreme false king that they worship so greatly trips and falls on his face on greatest theatre possible when everybody's eyes are on him? Lol. Allah loves theathricality and deception for He is Majestic and Powerful B-) this is the promise of the Almighty. The spotlight is on them and Islam now. Thanks to them for popularizing Islam in the West :)

So believe in Allah. We know the rules already. Be a good muslim, leave it to Allah and we will have victory. This is my idea regarding the whys and the whens of Allah's doings. But someday we will know the hows. How is this plan, this bluff of Allah taking place :)

The unbelievers planned to imprison, murder or expel you (Muhammad) from your city. They make evil plans but Allah too plans and Allah's plans are the best.

Holy Quran, al Anfal 8:30

Read back my analogy. The star is the symbolises the desired reward, world domination. Myself symbolises Islam. My friend symbolises "somebody" in this world. The plants symbolises the "somebody's army". And the zombie symbolises Muslims up until now. "Defeated" and "helpless", although this is a part of the rule to fulfil the plan.

Islam knows the secrets of the game. We can tell the "somebody" all that we know but they will not believe in us. In fact everyone will not believe in us and the Power of Allah. This is our advantage to work so overtly :)

War on terror? Islamophobia? USA the savior?

I have an an idea and i want you to falsify this! This is about Islam and those who associates it with terrorism and violence. Okay, let us put it into perspective. Blaming Islam for the behavior of a few muslims is like blaming Mercedez Benz for the behavior of some reckless drivers. Haha okay, first step, let us have it your way. Assume the terrorists are muslim even though i highly doubt it :O And the terrorists claim that they are the real jihadists fighting in the name of Islam and Jihad, or the Arabic word for struggle. But as a muslim, i find this a bit strange you know. Many of the muslims in this world are very dedicated muslims. They will follow many commands in Islam. If crushing you with a plane or execute suicide bombings are among the commands, then you will not find a few planes flying to you. But rather you will find thousands and thousands of planes crushing you overnight. And all of you and all of us will be killed in that massive massacre. But this never happen right? Go and try to Google or search on Youtube these names, Sheikh Sajid Umar, Sheikh Daood Butt, Sheikh Assim al Hakeem or Mufti Menk. These are among the very knowledgable scholars in Islamic teachings. Please hear their message and watch their lectures. Find the real interpretation of the Quran. Indeed Islam teaches and invites people towards love, unity, seeking knowledge and taking care of the unfortunates. If your claim is Islam teaches terrorism and violence, then these are the people who will be the first one to crush you with bombs and planes. And not just them, they will be followed by a billion of muslims after that. But i say again, this never happens and will never happen :) yet, you claim that we are dangerous and a threat to you. 

I do not want to blame the States but you guys have the most complex weapon on earth, spend half of your government spending for military developments, but you still called some bunch of small group of terrorists invented by yourself a threat to you? You have sent your army to Iraq and made Iraq your battlefield. You are not against the whole country of Iraq but you have destroyed the nation totally and caused a death toll of 405 000 innocent Iraqi civilians. Well after all of that, you dont expect the muslim to be outraged with you? And you will use the exact same formula. Everytime the muslim becomes very mad of your doings, and we dont reach to the same terms, you will call us extremists. And if anything happens, blame it on the muslim! They are the cause of war. They promote violence and terrorism. They are promoting the Sharia. But the States is fighting for a good cause! We are the hero, we are your savior! We must kill the Iraqi civilians including the babies because they are potential threats! They may have weapons of mass destruction which was never found. You should be ashamed of yourself! I am speaking geniunely as an observer of your injustice. What a terrible thing war has brought :'(

http://news.nationalgeographic.com/news/2013/10/131015-iraq-war-deaths-survey-2013/

Talking to myself at 3 o'clock in the morning

Sugar, spice and everything nice! Yeahhh, having a blog is like talking to yourself. You go around and around an idea, writing everything down without a single awesome thoughts being left out. So yeah! A perfect preservation of memory, thoughts, prose and poetic ideas through time and space. That is something really cool! But the not so cool part is when you yourself know that the content of your blog is dry and boring. Hmmm :( 

Haha why so sad, little boy? Your blog is like a storyboard, a storyline of your life! You should be proud of yourself. Yes, there will be ups and downs in life. So just share it :D this world is awesome and fair. Those pessimists who brags about life being unfair are those who never cherish their good times in life. They have ingratitude in their heart. And that disease will haunts them if they dont choose to change.

They need to learn to let go. Breath and live happily. Smile and do not hate. Never hate anyone even your haters. Choose to love lovers but never hate haters. We are cool that way :D For the muslims out there, smile! It is one of the easiest good deeds that you can do. Make the people around you happy :D :) :D Love and spread love in the right way. Let there be positive atmosphere around you. 

Share and advice if the advice is beneficial. Insha Allah (God willing) that goodness will spread. Love yourself. Do not be suicide bombers or commit any form of suicide or even purposely harm your body. It is prohibited, you know! >:( and it potrays a bad image for Islam even though i doubt that they are even a muslim. Like come on, true muslim will not do that. A true muslim will fight! We fight against our anger and emotion! We swallow our anger only to let goodness spill out of us. 

Dear brothers and sisters, it is hard to do that. But hey! It is all worth it. Insha Allah :) like i said before, do not hate your haters. Reflect Islam in the best way. Prophet Muhammad was asked about what is Islam and He said that Islam is purity of speech and charity. Like camon guys, how can you hate them and at the same time expect them to be a person who hates them? You cannot prevent war and preparing for war at the same time you know!

Presenting yourself and your comments politely and professionally is one of the best form of Dakwah that you can do in the world wide web. Do not be a keyboard warrior and be like screw you, *mericaaaaa! May you rest in *ell and all. Haha well, if the Prophet peace be upon him were to still alive today, he cannot stand for 5 seconds scrolling through the youtube comments. He, peace be upon him, will be embarrased of his Ummah. Like seriously, who taught them to behave like that? Hmmm :(

You know what is really scary when we begin to see all of the madness that has been happening in the world today? The only thing that we can conclude is that the bad ones are very confident and brave and progressive but the good ones are too afraid to do anything. They are being a coward. And you know what i found out? This is the equation that brings about Allah's wrath :/ 

When a destruction were to be brought to a community, the angels will ask Allah "but Allah, there are good pious people here!" And Allah responds by saying "but they do not do anything." Homaigod, how can we go to a comfortable sleep while the madness is still happening in the world today? Even during our sleep, especially during our sleep, the magnitude of madness goes sky rocket! 

But that is okay, we have hope Insha Allah :) Keep on spreading goodness and we will be okay. Verily, evil will be extinguished one day. Let there be peace and hope! Verily a religion without hope is not a religion from God. So keep up our goodness, shall we? :D